The Paper Trail Tale

Hey look, come look at the paper trail.

The foldable part leaves mark so deep

that it’s still there even when

the paper is unfold.

Some marks are full of histories untold,

with underrated discoveries that

somehow went cold.

The victories of you, showing up on hard

days and auto pilot on tiring days?

Small victories that aren’t small at all.

It’s the hard-fought journeys that

are so often missed, in a self

that you so rarely kissed.

So what do you say, are

you ready for some paper trail?

Ananda Khaira Azizah,

Pekanbaru, January 25th 2026.

Written at 8am on a Sunday.

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