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The Fright

Come here, come child.

Let’s see why we have the fright.


It might be worry, it might be sad.

But whatever it is, it makes you dread.


No prolong things is good, darling. Let

your heart out, scream yourself out.

speak yourselves up.


There’s nothing wrong with seeking help,

Nothing wrong with speaking up.

The only wrong thing is if you 

keep it all held up inside.


It eats you, weakens you, blinds you.

And in the end, it will consumes not just

you but everything —and everyone

that you hold dear too.


So heal for them, darling.

Heal for us. But most of all, heal

for you. Because you deserve the peace, too.



Ananda Khaira Azizah,

Pekanbaru, 7 Juli 2025.

Hari Senin, pukul 10 pagi.

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