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My Whole World

Baby melts into mama’s embrace almost instantly. We just lay there in silence, hugging each other real hard.


Then his eyes slowly closed and his breath deepens. Baby is asleep in 5 minutes after meeting me.


My whole world is finally, finally comes home.


I refuse to turn the lights off, you know.

I’d prefer we sleep this night off in bright lights, for me to soak his presence for as long as time allows.


Seeing his face, embracing his body, inhaling his smell, goofing around every time and everyday. Seeing his smile & hearing his laugh.


Thank God, oh thank God he’s finally home. He’s healthy, happy, he’s more than great and he’s just, beyond amazing.


Thank God, oh thank God for everything.



Ananda Khaira Azizah,

Pekanbaru, 15 April 2025.

Hari Selasa, pukul 9 malam.


(Part Two)

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