We Love You Already

You haven’t showed on

my early months of pregnancy, darling.

Sometimes I wonder whether

you’re really there or not,

Because the only way I could see you

was through ultrasound.

But as the months goes by,

You started to show yourself.

I became accustomed to talk to you too,

during the days and the night.

About our days, our hopes, our lives.

Thankyou for listening to my stories, darling.

Thankyou for being with me all this times,

Thankyou for being here for me and your papa. Please know that you are our source of strength, all this while.

Eventhough we haven’t meet face to face yet, but we love you already.

We love you already, our precious one.

Ananda Khaira Azizah,

Pekanbaru, 14 Maret 2023.

Pukul 11 malam.

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