Sometimes

Sometimes along the way

You might feel like you’ve lost yourself.

You feel like you’ve lost her for good.

It freaks you out so much, frightened you so bad, your fear literally punch you in the gut.

Because you work hard to obtain her, 

To be her that you’re forever proud of.

You lose yourself in many settings, you know. 

In any stages of your life, over and over again.

You lose yourself in any relations that

you have. Be it marriage, friendship,

family, even parental ones.

Literally every single relationships that you have.

Your “should be” sometimes

get in the way of your “must be”, 

Which is yourself.

You must always be yourself.

Your genuine, incredible self.

So brace yourself, and be well prepared

for any outcomes that might arise.

Prepare yourself well.

You can do it, like always, 

you’ll passed through.

Because you are you.

and I’ll always be here for you.

You’ll never be alone.

Ananda Khaira Azizah,

Pekanbaru, 31 Mei 2022.

10am.